Poetry Poem: Then

It’s pain

Deep traumatic pain

This dissected my life

Between before and after

A cut, which bled then superficially healed

Before was before,

After was after, but life changed then

Pain I attracted always felt familiar

Of course it always began with attractive attraction sensations

Energetic attraction of plus and minus

I drew you in, this deep power is relentless, strong

Like a moth, you came to the pain.

The flame disguise was my game

Funny, it was never about your beautiful blue eyes

It was about me, broken and lusting after my tragedy

We coupled in that cracked way people do without love

Our romantic superfluous anecdotes evaporated

Unproductive

This disambiguation, “ tolled the bell!.”

I cracked, then

Deep deep pain which flooded, light illuminating

The game which captured me

Flashed

I saw, recognized and understood

Repetitive similarities, I sucked in that suffering again and again

No a flame now burning across my mind.

pain pain pain

Not more, enough !

My loving affirmative arm embraced me, that kid

Just holding, just accepting,

just caring again

My self created mirror broke in this moment

This epiphany of self recognition and hope

Tears, my tears, my sobbing heart wrenching joy

Healing came because I returned

Simple, true, we can do it!

We can do this to improve

Grow, move inextricably to

Completion

That pain is the cry,

That pain is the sigh,

That pain is a way

In which Love

Love for the being

Love for the me

I’d left behind

As a kid

As I did

Then

Returns

Liam 2019

Poetry Poem: The Door

Lovers don’t find love

Lovers discover joy

Lovers enable this happiness

To release inside their body

You are your own beautiful love

Hidden behind the eyes you see with

Deeply heaving the blood flow

Dancing freely in wide spaces in your mind

We are, what it is that we seek

We are, what it is that we do

We are, what it is that we already know

Be silent, for behind that door is this.

Liam September 2019

Poetry Poem: Words

Raise the choice of your words, not your voices

Words are times thoughts

Words are times feelings

Seeking to rest in what we say.

What you hear is not me though

You hear yourself

Through me

In this way

These thoughts

These feelings

Awaken again anew in you.

Liam September 2019

Poetry Poem: The Wild Places:

Lets go to the wild places

Those quiet corners deep inside

Hidden from the sight of many

Visible to those few who

Challenging the order of the day

Try the unusual

Step forward in their dreams to find these restless realities

Let’s go to the wild places

It’s not the wilderness we seek, but unexplored realms of depth

Here in transitory space

Manifestation will consolidate from our thoughts

How to be a better being

Creative in doing the helping deeds, the necessary task

Let’s go to the wild places

To my untapped resources

Enable the rich emotional emergence of me

Craft joy, craft health, craft insights to the responsibilities we own

It’s in the discovery that I am an adventure unto myself

That wild transforms to wisdom

That potential becomes a passion

That mystery calls to reason

Be wild, be free, be me

Liam September 2019

Poetry Poem: Friends

If words could express the things that I miss,

friends friends friends

You fill that space in my life’s universe,

When we meet, the circles complete

Then, when young in body

Now, still young at heart We share the friendship

Till forever we part

So let’s live in this moment

Of memories shared, of laughter, of tears, of burdens bared

Raise a glass,

Raise a cheer,

Raise the life we have done

For before us are many,

the days still to come.

Liam 01.09.2019 🌹🎶

Poetry Poem: Returning

Should I miss you, but only for one day

Those hours lost, fallen by the way

Each one cold and lonely, for naught to speak

My thoughts though flow, from morning till the peak of dawn

Your beauty, heart and happy

Your smile, glows from deep within

You do this magic in me, find places new to win

So call I to the rising, the warmth of a new day near

To the stars which also leaving

Sing heavenly you to hear

This day new to discover the love I know so well

My partner heart again will start

Rejoicing with this bell.

Rings with your returning

Happiness calls to me

My love my heart my darling

Again, you are with me.

Liam August 2019

Poem Poetry: Peace

It’s in the peace

I hear

I feel

I see

I catch

My-Self

In communion with you.

You are this peace

You are in this place

In me too.

Liam August 2019

Poetry Poem: Fly

To be free

To be unburdened

To be loved

Untie your wings

Loosen your feathers

Fly

Liam August 2019

Poetry Poem: The Inner Child

Take off on a journey, to the center of the soul

Awaken the hidden, that only I do know.

Its in a special place

The home of which is true,

To find the I, the soul

The beginning of me too.

The journey is a strange one

To simply close my eyes

My body is the quiet place

It’s the mind which flies.

It’s carried on the energy

Waves deep in my brain

From alpha down to delta

Its here which is profound

Memories all inclusive,

yes each and every one

The sum of all my moments

The struggle and the fun.

The child which in me living

With ache and fear and still

Waits to be seen again

in love, in care fulfilled.

Embracing love unites again

( speak out loud)

I am enough

I am complete

I am the one

This return to the beginning of the past

The idiosyncrasy of now at last

Liam August 2019