Is lonesome only alone in my head?
I lie by myself alone in bed .
Wondering about my family
Concerned about my life
Uncertain about my inabilities, my abilities too.
A bucket of thoughts splash around in my mind.
It’s this puddle I slipped on while trying to find.
My me in a bucket lost in my brain
A storm brewing thoughts … try make me insane.
I feel so alone, here lying in bed.
My phone stares back with a “like” instead.
Not one warm hug
Not a single kiss
No real touch
Yet it’s this I miss
I’m lonesome alone in my head.
FBook says something different instead.
The truth of the matter is me in my mind.
Searching the ocean of life to be found.
By a beacon of friendship,
Warm loving and true.
By my friends I’ve met loved known and a few.
Met on my way though these years.
That held me a moment while I shed those tears.
In your thoughts, in your feelings.
You carried me well.
Lifting my bucket of lonely & ill.
Alone now i’ll carry one more day in my life.
To my memories of joy, happy and fun.
I’m here with myself which can also be ….truely
Liam July 2018